14 - Lying for Change

Insides are rattling
Sweat seeps through my skin
I feel so passionate
I'm not so sure where to begin
I know I can make a difference
Bring some structure to their crumbling faces
But who's gonna listen?
They ask you for a donation
A deposit to their betterment
But I get no satisfaction out of empty promises
I'm hands on, like my hands on the wood that builds your shelter
Like my hands holding the spoon to your baby's mouth
But things will never change, it's made too hard to help
Ill keep throwing my coins in the fountain
You'll keep lying for change.

13 - Hope

My minds so tired
Hope is sleeping with motivation
Her feet unencumbered with grief
Lying in the sands of monotony
No need to search for peace
Scribble scrabble thoughts
Scribble scrabble time
She cheats with procrastination
Scribble scrabble Mind
Uncovers his desires, Hope makes him choose a sign
Scribble scrabble dreams come true
When Hopes the starting line
My minds so tired
I can’t convince myself to care
I’ve stopped searching for answers
Hope’s never gotten me anywhere

12 - When a Confession Means Nothing

Sweat has set in, guilt is pouring out
You lift your watch, anticipation hurts
Mourning of the life your ignoring.
Your pain is constant and sharp
The world around you needs to suffer
You struggle hard to stay on course because
A confession means nothing without remorse
Some call it reconciliation, while on their knees
Others call it absolution, to get out of life for free
In this dream a dream world where sins all tease
A Confession means nothing if its done with such ease
To truly channel guilt you need self betrayal and fear
With an understated ease of self despair
Compulsion, Fear, Betrayal Guilt and Greed
All the ingredients of modern lifes everyday deed
So when you deal with yours in our time of repair
A confession means nothing if you really don't care.

11 - Take Me This Way

You ever hear a song that puts a smile on your face?
Takes you away from this life, Takes you to another place
Well, take me this way

Unabashed and waiting for that change
A sing along to life with a perfect key change
Well, take me this way

You ever had the hair on the back of your neck standup?
Inspired by an emotion that someone else dreamt of
Well, take me this way

Life rolls down the window when life gets in the way
Gives you a breath of fresh air, gives you space to make a change
So, take me this way

You always get that chance to play what you play
You always get the chance to get out of your own way

So when you hear that perfect song at the end of a long day
Remember that someone else captured your same moment

And took it this way

10 - Made to be Great

You ever feel like you were made for something great
Every time you get close something pulls
The other way
My statement of purpose never gets paid
My mind slips around on a foggy day
Some lines to my life never get made
Yet I wake every day to star in this play
About a confident man, a firm handshake and a smile
Searching for answers, and he's been searching a while
Who's found life is easier when you're made to bounce back
Rather than take the lead, Rather than stay on track
So I go to sleep every night
With only one thing to say
I was made to do something great,
But I let life get in the way.

9 - Love Will Get You Through

Love will get you through
I've heard it all before
No matter what you face
No matter how you play
This age old battle
Still gets in your way
The first place we look is
The one we should forget
We focus on Sorrow and Pain
We love to live with Regret
The answers we seek we look right past
To stifle our minds with emotions we cast
We like to play hurt so we hurt to play
We focus on clouds in a sunny day
So look up see the light,
Does it matter what's wrong if you know its right?
Pleasure's not determined by beating out pain
It's always right there when you ignore the game
So change your perception, adjust your point of view
I know you've heard it all before
But
Love will get you through

8 - In Repair

Alarm clock blinks 12 o'clock shadow
The wrinkles I wear show I'm worn
Looking from the corner, the future so close
Modern crossroads, hmmm, is this what you chose?

The bags under my eyes…heavy, holding you
The feet on my legs tired, confused
Running so fast, quietly passing the past
Modern crossroads, hmmm, an ending at last?

Two steps away, pride fuels my pain
Which choice to make? Does it matter today?
Can I walk away safely from this decision delay?
Modern crossroads, hmmm, I think I see the way

The questions we ask, only our ears can hear
Our ego's abused and our mind doesn't care
Patience is out playing with anger and despair
Modern crossroads, hmmm, in this state of repair

When you take the first step, the second comes in so quick
It's not about wrong or right, just taking it all in
You're never really ready to do it all again, but….
If your minds in the past, you never find where to begin.

7 - Single Breath

All our backs share the same large wall
So cold were frozen in place
Leaders dissolve in the darkside of light
Searching for meaning to their empty life
I'll quit hiding from what's wrong
So start shouting for what's right

Complacency sleeps with contentedness
Shadowing our thoughts for change
Sitting alone on this fateful flight
Grasping for directions, drowning with life
Stop hiding from what's wrong
You need to shout for what's right

Transformation lives with apprehension
Covering our minds in grey
A single star in the dead of night
A single breath in a loss of life
Quit hiding from what's wrong
Start shouting for what's right.A single star in the dead of night
A single breath in a loss of life
A single thought in an child's mind
A defiant stance, in this preconceived time
If you want to see change you need to stand up and fight
Quit hiding from what's wrong
Start shouting for what's right

6 - Chalk Outline

Will we ever understand?
The dust beneath that chalk outline
Is it the fate of man at hand?
That carries us through our master plan

Do you know what it's like?
Your bones chilled so cold at the loss of life
Humbly stalking that famous light
Searching for answers, wanting to do what's right.

Have they found the answer?
Our mind mistaken, our secrets not told
Is there a first time emotion that takes control
Answering the questions of life's Unknown?

The answers we seek are not meant to be found
To keep hope alive, to keep our feet on the ground
But when your eyes close and no dreams are around
Exhale that last breath, your answers been found.

5 - Tinted Glass

Blinking blue light...buzzing...beeping
Lifted up, shaking off the night
My minds awake but my body's still dreaming
Perception has changed, there's new beginnings in sight

As darkness dies and blue sky survives
My thoughts are set to fast
But my mind is blank, and the wheel's stopped turning...
Still the sun comes up through tinted glass.

Reason rides on recklessness, addicted
Self afflicted happiness rings true.
Their run away by what's predicted
Is it me versus me, or me versus you?

When the road signs read the wrong direction
Covering up where past mistakes pass
Devoted ambitions bleed deception
And the sun comes up through tinted glass

When you see the world as meant to be seen
As you control your life in this living dream
You look to the ground for the shadows you cast
Cause the sun comes up through tinted glass.

4 - Broken Bulb

Days are Long
Nights are Longer
Sitting here, my insides so cold.
All electricity to a broken bulb

Wasted thoughts
Pressed for time
Lying here souls'growing old
All electricity to a broken bulb

Fact versus fiction
Fists clenched, looking bold
Standing here, eyes to the world
All electricity to a broken bulb

Back looks different
Sides normally not seen
Holding strong, wathching you go
All electricity to a broken bulb

You never look back
I look so absurd
Sitting, Standing, Watching, Holding
All my electricity to a broken bulb.

3 - Limbo

Welcome to the unsure
Is that what I want, Are you what I need?
Shaky legs on the Balance beam
Spilling thoughts of uncertainty

One foot in front of the other
Is that what I want, Is a straight line the answer?
Quivery voice on center stage
Mumbling lies of absurdity

Enjoy the lack of confidence
Wait is it back, Are my thoughts correct?
Walking forward yet something's pulling me back
Stumbling hastily, avoiding the cracks

Limbo's life's generous demise
Holding us back, formulating lies
What is my purpose becomes a statement of doubt
Because once Limbo comes in, it never gets out.

2 - Spark

Tunnels Disillusioned
Passages Magnified
The brilliant mind that dwells on the maze
Look left; turn right, Contradiction leads the way

You say to yourself the path is obvious
You pray to yourself the path is true
Down on both knees looking for peace
As the maze of the mind consumes you.

When we come to a point where the light goes dark
Blinded by darkness searching for a spark
No color around to help pull you through
We point those pale little fingers, convicting the few

We always fail to see, that fault lies in our heart
We let our own minds confuse us
Instead of doing our part
So when you next find yourself riddled with doubt
Climb deep in your dark soul, that spark never goes out.

1 - Day by Day

Waiting for someone..
Hour by hour..
Day by day..
I'm standing here
In front of the doorway..
Day by day..
Hour by hour..
Waiting for someone..

Taste this blood, it fuels my heart,
Smell my sweat, it shows I care,
See my tears; those are the questions pouring out.
Erase your doubt, find me standing there
Live in the now
One foot in the past
The other with me
What are you missing?
What do you need?

Waiting for someone..
Hour by hour..
Day by day..
I'm standing here
In front of the doorway..
Day by day..
Hour by hour..
Waiting for someone..

See through these eyes, they know what they want
Stand on these legs, they run for what's right
Take the air from these lungs, it's surrounded by pride
Look straight ahead, what do you see?
Take a chance
One foot in the past
The other with me
What are you missing?
What do you need?

Hour by hour..
Day by day..
I'm standing here
Waiting for someone..

Day by day..
Hour by hour..
Waiting for someone..

Waiting for someone..